Not a great day for me today. Mommy type troubles, womanly troubles, diet troubles...etc. GAH!!!!

Okay, now, with that said, on to other stuff. Hm...and what would that be...not sure.

Hey, do I come off as narcissistic? My shrink said that my story troubles come off a little like that. Like I'm trying to feed my ego by telling stories, any stories, to get attention. Maybe but I don't think so. I mean. It worked great in waitressing. You have a table and you be the person they need you to be so they will be happy and give you tips. Isn't that what it's about? You meet someone on a trip that you won't ever see again and you share stories to build a quick friendship and if you don't like your life, you make up the story that shows who you...right? That sounds like living out a fantasy, sorta, not narcissism... Meh, no wonder I never felt like I could be myself or that I even knew who I was. I couldn't, didn't and wouldn't have a chance to and now I'm stuck still figuring it out.

*sigh* Well enough of that line of thinking.

I'll write more when I've got better things to say...

<3 this shirt

http://www.thinkgeek.com/tshirts/generic/9722/

New friends, Yay!

Have new friends ftw! hehe. Lori and maybe her son and hubby too but I don't want to ASSume too much. Other than that, I'm feeling off. Probably because there's so much mess around me right now. House, bills, need car, want house. Grr, so hard on teh nesting. Gotta go, my 'ittle poop monster just gave a toot to make her parents proud. I'm betting she's making Mommy presents as I type. More update later.